Last night I had the honor of witnessing The Hip Hop Dance Conservatory Repertory Showcase 2011, entitled The Blame Game, held at Dance New Amsterdam Theatre. I arrived expecting one thing and to my surprise, was greeted – no, thrusted – into another. Considering this was an HDC performance, I should have known this would happen. My familiarity with the group began back in November when I attended their first open class where I casually strolled in one night, expecting a traditional dance class of warm up and choreography, but was happily taken aback when I found myself engrossed in a three hour mental and personal challenge, where physical benefits were merely a by-product of the situation. Since then, I have been a frequenter of these open classes and number one fan of the admirable and noble process in which this group works.
The showcase embodied what this company stands for. What moved me to begin to take notes and write a review was my reaction to the “theatrical” presentation of the piece. I would later learn, however, that this wasn’t theatre or theatrical; according to artistic director and codifier of the Blade Dance Technique, Safi A. Thomas, this was merely what dance is supposed to be, and this group aimed to restore hip hop dance to its actual definition.
The show begins as soon as the audience reaches the second floor of the Dance New Amsterdam Theatre. The front of house was not a theatre lobby, but the entrance to HDCNY State Psychiatric Mental Institution, where the story would take place. Performance-goers interacted with members of the company, dressed in doctor and orderly attire, in order to gain admittance. Instead of a ticket, we filled out “visitor passes” with our names and the name of the patient we were there to see. We were forced to follow their procedure as one doctor in particular made me feel uncomfortable and anxious rather than welcomed, and a nurse with latex gloves pawed through my bag in the off chance I was hoarding something dangerous to the patients with the intent of smuggling. At one point, we were interrupted by a screaming patient (played by Camilla Cusini) trying to escape. A ruckus broke out as orderlies seized her, and in all the commotion we were inadvertently mooned, an image that would foreshadow the nitty gritty of what was to come.
We were seated. A video of the dancers in black and white silently looped on a projector, suggesting the “psychologically detrimental recidivistic cycle” that Safi would later talk about, post show. Patients, who all sported impeccably realistic make up that emanated exhaustion, pain, and overdose milled about us. Each dancer had some sort of disorder, but there was a comedic air that accompanied many of them. I had questions about this, especially in the case of Ray Davis’ hallucinating character whom we all laughed at and were entertained by as he bore the grunt of his ailment. His portrayal was funny, and initially, I was disappointed because this was a serious condition but it was causing laugher. However, my unrest reminded me that we, at times, laugh at similar characters who actually suffer from these ailments in real life. Therefore, my initial reaction that he had missed the mark was proven to be incorrect. One dancer that welcomed no occasion for laughter was Jose Gomez. As he asked audience members for donations, his requests were particularly disturbing. His meek voice, hunched posture, and unfocused eyes were heartbreaking and of the array of psychological illnesses we would encounter throughout the night, his came from the deepest truth and was the most convincing.
It took a long time for the pre show portion to end and the main event to begin. I desired more specificity and differentiation among the patients, and it was only being fulfilled by Mr. Gomez (described above) as well as Raphaela Riemer who had a clear take on her character and avoided the general wash that I was beginning to see among the others. Raphaela gave her obtuse, aggressive, destructive character a point of view and acted accordingly rather than simply embodying clichés. Fortunately, however, as the show unfolded, I began to see these specificities among the dancers and their individuality become clearer. It just took a while for the show to begin, and I became an antsy audience member, wondering if there were technical difficulties. Despite my anxiousness for them to ‘get on with it already,’ I must say it struck me to see the company members’ absolute commitment to the characters and scenario. The front of house and pre show experiences set the bar for what the night would live up to.
As the program details, the show encompasses “the final breakdown of a man (“Moe,” played by Maurice Dean) in an estranged relationship with the woman (“Kristiana” played by Christina Cruz) he loves. A gripping tale of anger, loss and betrayal unfold before our eyes as his girlfriend has him committed to an institution.” The scene takes place in the common area of the institution, and the events are those that occur within the male protagonist’s (Moe’s) head. After some laughs during pre show, within the very first measure of the first song, a serious tone was immediately implemented, and sympathy was wrung from my heart.
Safi’s choreography is purposeful and conducive to the story. There was detail in the movements such as one moment in the third song where a group of dancers representing the mindset of Moe render a punching motion that grows weak and turns into an amicable hit to the chest rather than following through as an act of violence. At another point, a group of dancers repeated a running movement behind Moe, as we discovered he was a writer, engrossed and addicted to his life as an artist. It allowed us to see the fire that drove him to exhaustively produce work. Another beautiful moment was when Ms. Cruz as Kristiana struggled to approach her ex love. We clearly saw her battle as her movements required excessive effort to get close to him and equal effort to keep herself away from him. It was as though she was moving through two feet of mud, taking one step forward, two steps backward. When she finally got close enough to him to place her hand on his shoulder, she had to cast her glance away and couldn’t look at him. The sequence of movements was brutal and her struggle relatable.
The most beautiful moment had dancer, Darlene Arrington, at the forefront in “Glinda’s solo.” Glinda was portrayed as an antagonist; her ailment was ugly and difficult to look at. Her arms often took on movements that hinted toward greed, and her character was this production’s counterpart of the hunchback in The Hunchback of Notre Dame. She was unlikeable… until her solo. Here, we saw her truth and her pure intentions. Moe and Kristiana held a tableau of embrace on the floor and Glinda danced to Moe and only Moe, despite Kristiana’s presence. Her dismissal of Kristiana wasn’t rude or purposeful; Glinda simply just didn’t notice her there. Or she did, but it was of no importance. That is how whole hearted her love for Moe was. She only wanted him, and her movements suggested that she kept trying to give herself to him, over and over, with moments of break downs intermittently. The notes I scribbled down during this touching solo were “so simple,” “pure,” “love,” “vulnerability,” and “no ego.” To give such an ugly character such a beautiful soul was a surprise; it showed that even those that society deem as “crazy” are still capable of the most noble human emotions. Darlene’s eye opening performance was a gift and an honor to watch. Bravo, Darlene, and thank you.
The story ended rather abruptly and didn’t tie its loose ends. It left me a little confused as to what ultimately ended up happening; in fact, I’m not so sure a conclusion came about. The structure of the story was flawed. Mr. Safi Thomas would later express that dance is “expression of emotion during movement,” which is important, but I urge the company not to neglect the importance of story and its structure. Emotion will come as a by-product. The company clearly does not lack the talent nor the guts to embody and explore emotion, but I would like an even stronger sense of story line.
I also had questions for Moe. His intention and what actually manifested on stage, didn’t quite match up. In the post show Q&A, he said his character harvested a hate for Kristiana; he blamed her for his plight. This blame would eventually flare up to the point where he “wanted to kill her.” However, in reality his performance projected an intense love for her. After the show, the audience was told that an exploration of his life as an artist vs. his relationship with Kristiana was meant to have taken place, with his life as an artist trumping their love. However, this is not what I witnessed. What I witnessed was a man with an intense love for this woman, and this love, paired with her betrayal of him, was what drove him to madness. The intention of the piece did not match up with the piece itself. I would encourage the group to take another look at this and create a more distinct clarity as I believe they inadvertently told one story, but intended to tell another. Perhaps they should even welcome the love story at which they unintentionally arrived, for isn’t it more powerful for love to drive one crazy rather than hate? This is not intended however, to belittle Maurice Dean’s excellent performance in any way. His work was among the most committed, intense, and heartfelt. The courage it took to play his role was wild, and he brought everything asked of him plus more to the role.
Overall, typical to any HDC experience, this one was incredibly thought provoking and rewarding. I am an avid supporter of your purpose and the incredible work you produce. Rock on, guys, and keep it up. I CAN’T WAIT to see where this repertory piece goes. You are a far cry from mediocre, and it is an honor to be in your presence. Thanks, yo!
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